Lying smile…

Posted in versuri with tags , , , , , , , on September 1, 2012 by pmg

Yes and no,

Maybe, though,

Start, I’m done,

Came, I’m gone.

Just some words that fill the air…

I’ll be done with them, I swear!

Gone to sleep,

I fight with dreams;

It goes so deep,

Or so it seems,

‘Cause, lost between hell’s clouds,

There lays the darkness of her wounds.

Then comes the ray of icy light

And there begins another fight.

Even the swords are breaking down

And all the words now take a bow…

His figure’s missing from the room.

I close my eyes

To feel the skies,

But all I feel now is doom.

It seems that time is passing me;

I promised I would let him be;

But, still, his memory is flying in my head,

Despite the fact I’m feeling dead.

It’s just like fighting with his eyes,

But he’s not here, my darkness cries,

My feeling dies,

My smile lies…

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the fact

Posted in proza with tags , , , , , , , , on November 30, 2011 by pmg

It has already been 5 years since Aly left. There was nothing anyone could do regarding her decision and, even if the three groups were doing fine, they were often thinking of her. All of them were missing her, but Jung Su most of all. He was wondering whether she still had the necklace she gave her; he was thinking of her every day, waiting, hoping that she would return.

Chaos, 911 and Shadows never performed at the same concert before, but they were suddenly asked to do so. It was a huge event, with over 50.000 people expected to attend, special guests and fans.  Little did the three groups suspect that this concert would bring Aly back to them. Even though she never intended to reveal her identity to the boys, she was discovered when Chaos was asked to perform “Fiction” during the concert, a song that they had dedicated to her and refused to sing after she left.

Demanded as a special request from the president of the company that was organizing the event, Jung Hwa, who had sang the song for Aly for the first time, thought it was a bit strange, especially because they never saw the president, nor were they told if it was a man or a woman, and decided to risk and check for himself; so he left the room without notice and just barged into the president’s office. And that’s how Aly was discovered.

At first it was kept a secret by the two, but, in the end, they all found out. And so, their relationship was restored. Even if it was a bit harder for them to go out like they used to because of her different status, this turned out to also be an asset for the boys, as the three groups were under the direct protection of the powerful president.

She was feeling awkward in the beginning, but they all got used to each other quite fast. Jung Su’s hopes came true: Aly returned. But things got complicated when she found out that Chin Hae got married while she was away and her heart started to hurt again.

Still, Jung Su was the only one she couldn’t get out of her mind during the whole 5 years she was apart from them. He certainly had a special place in her heart, but, after seeing Chin Hae, that heart started to beat for him again.

Everything got even more complicated as Jung Su became extremely protective of Aly, making sure Chin Hae would never get the chance to hurt her. Thus, it was inevitable for the overprotective friend to fall even deeper in love with her and for the untouchable young lady to also develop stronger feelings for her protector, making him her only weakness. So, the two began having the same feelings for one another and, even if he knew a long time would pass before Alex’s heart would completely belong to him because of her still remaining memories of Chin Hae, all that Jung Su wanted was to protect the woman he was in love with.

And so, the love triangle was formed again: a man who loved a woman with all his being, another man who loved the same woman, but was never capable of giving her his whole heart and a woman who fell in love with two men.

Ever since Aly returned, Chin Hae’s feelings for her also started to revive and he began trying to slowly win her back, but, in the process, he only managed to hurt her again. By that Jung Su was also hurt. The result was Chin Hae crying by himself in the practice room where Aly first kissed him.

That was the moment when Aly finally had to decide who to give her heart to, Chin Hae or Jung Su…

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see the first part of the story here…

fiction

Posted in proza with tags , , , , , , on November 26, 2011 by pmg

It all starts when Aly, a European young girl, is accepted at Kwangwoon University in Seoul, South Korea.  Chin Hae, a famous singer, studying at the same university, ends up being Aly’s student in the English class she teaches, but, unexpectedly, she is the only one who seems to treat him normally and not as a celebrity like the others.

This makes him dislike her at first, but, when she becomes friends with the other members of his group, 911, and also with another famous band, Shadows, things start to change; Aly and Chin Hae, while getting to know each other, start falling in love, even though they refuse to admit it.

But the situation starts getting dangerous when the youngest of Shadows, Jung Hwa, confesses his feelings for Aly and rumors begin to spread through the media. Because of the age difference between the two, they have to find a solution fast, so they decide to find a temporary boyfriend for her; a relationship with Chin Hae would be trouble from the start, him being her student and all, so Dong Yul of 911 takes the job.

While being careful with the rumors and the media, Aly and Chin Hae come to accept their feelings for each other, but are still unable to be together because of certain circumstances. In the meantime, she also meats another group, Chaos, the ones who originally sang her favorite song and they become close.

Having friends like 911, Chaos and Shadows changes Aly’s life, making it much more exciting than she expected; so, among other things, she is given the opportunity to practice dancing once in a while in the rehearsal rooms at the groups’ entertainment company.

One night, while waiting for Chin Hae and the other members of 911, Aly, thinking that no one else is in the building, dances alone in the rehearsal room. But, unfortunately, she gets spotted by Jung Su of Chaos, who decides to analyze her dancing moves quietly from the other side of the door.

Aly and Jung Su start getting closer and closer and, eventually, he kind of becomes her best friend, always being there whenever she needed, protecting her even from Chin Hae, who seems to can’t help but hurt her.

The guys all appreciate Aly for her strong and cool personality, so, when Chin Hae hurts her so bad that she ends up helpless, with a shattered heart, Jung Su decides to accept his feelings and never leave her side. Unfortunately, Aly decides to let go of her feelings for Chin Hae, but, in order to do that she has to get away from her present life and everyone in it.

The night before she was supposed to leave Seoul, everyone at the university holds a special farewell party for her. At one point, Jung Su confesses to her and Aly finds herself between the painful feelings for Chin Hae and her protector’s sincere love declaration…

And, so, the fact begins… What will she do? 

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see the second part of the story here…